Rainbow behind the clouds

 STAGE 3: But something in you never stopped you from crawling, it can be the fear of the people you love being in pain because of you. It can be the inner strength you never knew you had in you. As i crawled, i found out that the first step comes with, yourself. It starts with loving yourself and being grateful of the things around you. But the word " be grateful" isn't just a phrase, its a whole evolution. You don't say to be grateful but instead to actually feel grateful. It can be being able to have people that care for you. as many don't have that. It could be a small thing like your body parts, be grateful you can see the beauty hidden in this world with what the universe have gifted you with, as many others don't have it. It can be the innocent animals created by the universe that know no harm of this world. "Fake it till you make it". It means to lie to yourself eventhough you may believe its not real, and slowly watch as the lie becomes the truth. You look at yourself in the mirror and finally finding the uniqueness you have in you. As i watch the end of the maze appear ahead of me, I see the person I was looking for this whole time.

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